2010-08-31

Rest day...literally slep through most of it

Alright, I did sleep most of the day...but I did study for my Spanish exam and did the first part of my Religion paper and asked my professor if it needed anything...he replied that I just needed to finish it and it was a OK already.

Still downloading Revelations....yes I am addicted to Bill Pullman again but hey it is just a face just like how I am obsessing about Remus and Wesley as per day basis.

Oh well....exam is tomorrow and of course the dreaded KASPIL is on for tomorrow night and on Thursday...

Good Luck!

Oh yeah, its my sister's birthday today but she's sick and I am her servant for today....really...doing all her bidding and all that but I don't mind...she is sick after all.

kai-Out! Do-Gooder Mood (Because I want to Study Remus you are rubbing off on me)! Remmy Mood (Model and Mischievous Student)! Model Student Mood! nervous as hell! Stressed! Watcher Mood! Addict Mood! Do-Gooder Mood (That sucks)! Kaira Mood (The responsible little sister)!

2010-08-30

Lazy days...

My sister is sick and its her birthday tomorrow....oh well!

Downloading Revelations....I know....I'm addicted but oh well! Haha!

kai-Out!

2010-08-28

Shopping, party oh and homework

That is my day!

Went shopping at Forever 21! Super duper love it! Oh and went to PAYLESS Shoes! Such a big store! Grabe!

Now, I am doing homework well technically it is KASPIL final exam...yes it is still not finished oh well.

kai-Out! Remmy Mood (Model and Mischievous Student)! Do-Gooder Mood (Because I want to Study Remus you are rubbing off on me)!

2010-08-26

The biggest influence in my life...everything I did with my brother.

I don't know why....I just don't know why I am making such a big deal of the 9th year that he is in heaven.

Before, this day was an ordinary day. Sure it was his last here on Earth but today, this year, this 9th time something is different.

Maybe I'm just pitying myself because of stress in school...

It's just this August 26, 2010 is different from the past 9 August 26 that my brother has been dead.

Something is different about today that I feel I just should write about it.

I meant the title above. Everything I am today, a fan of Anime and a lot of other boyish stuff is all because of my brother. He introduced me to all of this, so if there is someone to blame for me being childish most of the time, it would have to be my brother.

Reached a mental block here. Something is really different this 9th year. Is it really because of the bad news I got earlier today? Or is it because it is also the last day of the term? I really don't know.

I mean, I can't even remember what happened last year on this day....

But I clearly remember what I was doing at any given time exactly today, 9 years ago.

Why am I making such a fuss about today? Why am I such making a fuss about my deceased brother on his 9th death anniversary?

Maybe its because I got used to the fact already that we are really 4 in the family and not 5... Is it because of that?

Do I blame him for what I received this morning in class?

Am I scared that he'll suddenly show up and scold me for all the things I have promised but never did?

All I know is I am making such a big deal about today and I really don't know why...

It's actually a big relief writing all this down. I don't know if I want people to actually read this or not but I will post in anywhere I want to...

I do miss my brother. I wished we had more time together. I'm envious when I hear my friends talk about how close they are with their older brothers, how even if they tease each other, they still love spending time with one another.

Maybe that's it...I can't really remember having a brother figure in life and I wish I could but it was such a long time ago. I miss having him around. Someone to goof of with. Someone who can drive me wherever I want....but I highly doubt Kuya Ricky would do that.

I'm making such a big deal of today that I don't even know if I want this day to end or not.

All I know is today is the 26th of August. A lot of people are celebrating their birthdays, a lot of my friends are celebrating their birthdays. My family is celebrating his birthday in heaven.

Exactly 9 years ago today, my brother died. I don't even know the cause of death but I don't care. He had Bone Cancer. He was 15 when he died.

He died without any of us near him. He was on his bed, in his room, all alone.

And what i truly and utterly know. What is true, what is a fact....is that I miss him and I love him.

2010-08-24

Venus Raj! You actually saved the Philippines...

Alright maybe I am emphasizing this a bit, but after such a bad day yesterday for our country, I'm sure glad that Venus Raj got into the top 5! She just made our day earlier during Speecom when we found out that she was the 4th runner up! Can't believe it!

Yesterday is of course still engrave in all our minds.

I'm a little sad because of my Kaspil and I really hope I can bring it up! Lord, please help me!

Oh well. Finished with TREDTWO already and I just hope I can get at least a 2.5 in our Kaspil oh please!!!!

kai-Out!

Delayed: Hostage Situation

Delayed Article. This was for yesterday.

Ok. Scary. Got inside the car to learn that there is a current hostage situation in Manila.

I exercised all my profiling skills and I really think something bigger is up or I just don't have all the details. But I swear the hostage taker wasn't someone or is someone incapable of that a stress-or maybe the arrest of his brother triggered it.

Oh well.

I have to memorize a speech already and I can't because of the fear of what will happen.

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As of 9 a lot of shots have been fired and a lot of people died. Mendoza is a mystery for me. Why? He's a model cop. He knew what will happen....something is not right here...oh well.

kai-Out!

2010-08-21

At MIMOSA

It sure is quiet here. My parents and sister went ahead to Manila. I'm still here with other relatives.

Fun in the mass earlier, all servers were Ortega! Haha! Kulang na lang collector! Haha!

Blogging from the villa. Kagabi kasi mga 12 na rin kami dumating eh tinamad na! Haha!

Downloaded a new Mystery Case File which is pretty scary for my taste but looks extremely cool! Haha!

Tahimik kasi may mood yung lolo ko well according sa mga tita ko kaya wala na masyadong nag-uusap. Since wala rin si papa, di sila nag-inuman kaya tulugan ng maaga. Ayoko pa! Hello naman, Saturday and matutulog ako ng 10...kahit nga regular day di ako natutulog ng ganito! Haha!

Oh well.

Naka-internet talaga ng 24 hours! Haha!

kai-Out!

2010-08-19

Fun Organization Meetings!

Loved my Debate Society and Office of the President meeting! Haha! Super fun!

kai-Out!

2010-08-18

One down four to go!!!!

FILDLAR you are down!

INTOECO, SPEECOM, KASPIL2 bring it!

kai-Out! Stressed!

2010-08-17

Short! Busy!

This is my hell week!

kai-Out! Stressed!

2010-08-16

FILDLAR

I will keep my blogs short because of this FILDLAR nonsense!

kai-Out! Stressed!

2010-08-14

Scheduled Saturday

Pretty much a perfectly scheduled Saturday. Went to Sta. Rosa and heard mass at Tagaytay!

Worked at the morning....kinda sleepy and tired.

FILDLAR! Bakit ba? Anu ba ang ginawa ko sa iyo!

kai-Out! Stressed!

2010-08-13

Man, FILDLAR I hate you!

I hope the date is moved! Man, bad luck for the videos not to work at all! I hate it! Why oh why!!!

I am so stressed!

kai-Out! Stressed!

2010-08-11

Lecture with my godmother

Sorry about yesterday! I totally forgot!

Today had a fun Economics class and my godmother was in DLSU.

Haha, had a fun day rin! oh I finally fixed my schedule! Oh well!

Haha, may three hours ako na Chemistry every Friday! Ayoko na! Haha!

Oh well! Kaya yan!

kai-Out!

2010-08-09

Routine Monday

well maybe not that usual because I'm reading Dark Days and I totally love it.

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I hate watching myself on TV...I really and utterly hate it. It's so awkward! Haha! Oh well had to for SPEECOM!

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I'm so busy but I have done all my tasks! So everything is a ok! Oh well! Haha!

Back to reading!

kai-Out! Remmy Mood (Model and Mischievous Student)!

2010-08-08

Laugh Trip Sunday

Had fun at Quezon City earlier...all my aunts were there and my sister was with us! Haha!

Finally bought Skulduggery Pleasant Dark Days! Yahoo! Oh well! Finally! Haha, will read and finish it kaagad! Haha!

Monday phobia once again! Night!

kai-Out!

2010-08-07

Still a very tiring day...

Ahhhh! Haha, kapagod din today!

Work then Rockwell then school then grocery! Haha!

Will now do all my homework! Para matapos na!

kai-Out! Drained! Do-Gooder Mood (That sucks)! Do-Gooder Mood (Because I want to Study Remus you are rubbing off on me)!

*Study is the same as doing homework! Haha!

2010-08-06

Adventure!!! I am so high!

Haha had an adventure today with my blockmates Denise Torres and Angie Calangi! Haha!

First went to DLSU the usual.

Then from DLSU boarded the LRT line 1 to Tayuman Station to meet my two blockmates! Haha, super adventure talaga! The sites I usually see inside the car, I could see via commuting! Haha!

Met them at the Jollibee there and actually I was thinking of going inside just to text tapos nandoon pala sila! Haha!

Then we went off to UST then went to ADMU again via jeep then LRT then change to LRT line 2 which I think is the nicest station that I have ever seen! Parang sa ibang bansa na kasi tickets are not by person contact any more but the machine that you will just dispense coins in!

And the Katipunan station is underground which trains are supposed to be! Haha! Then rode tricycle and I rode behind the driver! Haha first time again!

Went to McDonalds and asked random people if they could be so kind and help out in our project. Texted Martin and my cousin who went to McDo too, well my cousin went in just to use the CR and if I hadn't noticed him, he might not have looked at me!

Went home with my best friend! Haha, talked a lot!

Kaya super high ako ngayon! Adventure talaga! Haha, commuted lang with friends! Haha!

Oh well, saya lang talaga ngayon! I so love it! Pero super kapagod rin!

High pa rin ako! Oh well! Iisang mood lang ang makaka sum up nito! Well I did lie about going to UST alone went I told them I was going with my blockmates! Haha!

Ngayon my highness is being directed at Latin translations of random phrases! Haha!

kai-Out! Maraudic Mood! Drained! Prongsy and Padfooty Mood! Watcher Mood!

2010-08-04

That was a great way to celebrate SJV Day!

Only had an exam then lunch or brunch with friends then headed home...which was so totally cool!

Haha, a great way to celebrate SJV day! Haha!

Didn't work 'cause my dad supposedly had a thing until 9 but was canceled to tomorrow. But hey it was R and R day and I slept for 2 and a half hours. A much needed rest for my stress for the past how many weeks! Haha!

Oh well! Kaya yan!

Still worried about my Psych courses but I will pull through! Kaya yan!

kai-Out! Beat Man! Drained!

2010-08-03

I want to learn Latin.

Seriously I want to learn that language! I really and utterly do!

I mean Spanish is alright but Latin is a dead language and I really want to learn it!

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Man I can't believe I survived this day! Haha, Kaspil report, Spanish exam which I think I failed. Speecom panel discussion was alright. Debate was also fun! We won! Haha!

Currently connected to the DSL via the laptop. The desktop is slowing down with its numerous files installed. Haha!

Oh well! Wesley fics! I love them!

kai-Out! Watcher Mood!

2010-08-01

Neo Nocturne!

Haha loved the CHOROST earlier by the group Neo Nocturne! They were absolutely good!!!

I really love their conductor as well! Haha!

Oh well!

kai-Out!