Life has a sense of humor.

My day was absolutely brilliant...until we got home.

My mom saw this bank statement or documents or whatever...and it dawned on me that there are certain financial issues that I thought were way past weren't at all.

My mood dove from that point. I don' really know what happened but then I started thinking about the future again and how I have no clue what it is at all, what my future really is.

And then I got all these selfish thoughts on how I was giving up my dreams just to work and help my parents with all there problems. And to other selfish things...

I isolated myself from my family really tonight...and got to thinking to myself.

That is really a freedom to cherish when your mind is just to you and you just rant and answer yourself because the answers just suddenly pop out.

And it did.

As I was getting ready to take a shower to clear my head, it just dawned on me what the right thing to do was and God really does have a sense of humor when it comes to these things. He especially cheered me up with my playlist because He really just answered me with it. :)

I really do not believe in coincidences. I am the 'everything happens for a reason' person. What happened tonight just reaffirms all those beliefs.

What struck me most tonight is how He showed me that even if I am facing something alone, I have people to cheer me on, who will never let me give up and fail. It just got my heart when they all gave me words of encouragement and I just can't help but cry at all the things I've experienced for the past half hour.

I am truly grateful for what I have and whatever happens now...happened because there is something more to it.

Exploring Cybersapce

That's pretty much how my class in Philosophy of Person will tackle the course the entire term. And I must say, I am very interested on how this will turn out.

In other classes though...well let's say they're is nothing but abnormal in my Abnormal Psychology class. It was good for me that I had my notebook out because it wouldn't have registered in my mind to write down everything that my professor said.

Why can't I have more professors like Professor Z from Black Hole High?! Which I am on the second season already. And I finally have a timeline for my story.

Cognitive Psychology. Sir Palo gave us a break. He sensed that everything was just too much to take in so he dismissed us very early.

My sister is fangirling over Jeremy Renner. Shooting of Bourne Legacy starts tomorrow and it is very close to my school. Filming in that area will end on the 13th. The only day that I will actually use the bus is on Friday. Good thing I won't be going home that early or else I'll have to walk to get a bus ride home.

Well time to be a Science Geek and start working on my BHH fic! :)

kai-Out! Science Geek Mood!

Side note: And just as I was about to publish this...people need to understand that there is such a thing as privacy and you can't really invade every single aspect of someone's life even if you are a family member. (Catch my drift.)
Look, I'm not hiding anything but I do not want to be lectured on something that other people share on social network sites. I know as well as you do that whatever you see is not on that person who shared it, it's on me.

And I'm not a kid anymore.

People really take advantage of a lot of things...

If any of you reading this is from De La Salle University then you will know what I am talking about...

Right now I am very pissed at something/someone/some people. I know maybe I am judging them/it but I am feeling I am in the right...

It's just how they/it took advantage of certain current events that they want to boost their popularity. From my point of view, you aren't helping anyone at all and you're certainly making yourself a target of bad reps from those above.

Do yourself a favor and just don't act like you're too important when the people are what's truly important. Everyone is doing something for everyone else. And maybe the reason why the people you are fighting are taking their time is because they have a lot to loose.

Do yourself a favor and quit being such an ass about things. You're not making yourself look good, you aren't making your rival look any less and you are certainly not helping the people.

I am neither for you or against you but geez, enough is enough already. What are you the public's voice. The people have voiced out their concern already and they don't need you riding on it, showing off like you are some sort of hero.

Just stop it. You're not helping at all.

Confusing day

This day just got me thinking more...can I really just disappear...I mean be a lone photographer or a young adventurer for Discovery channel...

I just wish somebody would just tell me what to do, for know I really don't care about self-interest...just one person tell me what to do and I trust your decision, I will!

I really can't take any of these anymore!

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And now, I feel guilty because I just had to tell Meyrick about it...

Steph gave me the things I needed to hear but I need to hear from someone else...maybe I need to hear it from different people. I'm taking a vote!

On top of it all I lost my calculator...

You know what, this day is just horrible and cruel.

Good thing it is coming to an end...

Boring Friday...

Most of my Fridays are like this...so freaking boring!

Not just Fridays, it's like all of my days are like this...

I'm kinda hating it! I want something in my life to happen to make it exciting...

Like having a great camera to play with...

Or having a bike....

Or actually spending time with a real one...

Oh well!

kai-Out! Rant Mood!