First day back in DLSU.
My edo professor was great! I mean a 21 year old who is finsihing up his phd and all that. His class is so easy to 4! I mean with all his incentives and stuff.
FILDLAR is a whole other story...it's like Ms. you know who from high school all over again and she really calls from her class lsit...and I really and utterly hate Filipino pa naman...
Oh well.
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Tomorrow is a whole new story....exercise bukas all thanks to my good friend Denise Torres...haha, oh well.
Criminal Minds once again!
kai-Out!
2010-05-31
2010-05-29
Errand Day
I as like, did I write yesterday? I didn't because I went home late but I do have a post yesterday...Oh yeah, I wrote early.
Mind blank! Haha! Fail!
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Mainly did errands today...
I mean, we went to DLSU to pay my tuition and mom worked, Dad visited the tailor and I went to Thea's Mother's burial...then went to hear mass at Glorietta with Fr. Greg...That priest really gives the best homilies ever,w ell next to Monsi and Fr. Jeff :)
kai-Out!
Mind blank! Haha! Fail!
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Mainly did errands today...
I mean, we went to DLSU to pay my tuition and mom worked, Dad visited the tailor and I went to Thea's Mother's burial...then went to hear mass at Glorietta with Fr. Greg...That priest really gives the best homilies ever,w ell next to Monsi and Fr. Jeff :)
kai-Out!
2010-05-28
Writing early...
Had a depressed episode today and I think it will go on for a long time...
It's like I hate everything in my life right now....my school, my job, my course, my life.
I just have to get through this episode and I think I'm going to be fine.
The motion of killing myself has presented itself but I am smart not to pursue it. I just have to look for a new way, a new process.
I will get through it but I recognize what state I am in right now.
Man, watching to many Criminal Minds and CSI's and HOUSE has really worked me up good.
Going to watch a movie later with my parents at Rockwell and since it is pay day today...might as well use some it to buy something good.
kai-Out!
It's like I hate everything in my life right now....my school, my job, my course, my life.
I just have to get through this episode and I think I'm going to be fine.
The motion of killing myself has presented itself but I am smart not to pursue it. I just have to look for a new way, a new process.
I will get through it but I recognize what state I am in right now.
Man, watching to many Criminal Minds and CSI's and HOUSE has really worked me up good.
Going to watch a movie later with my parents at Rockwell and since it is pay day today...might as well use some it to buy something good.
kai-Out!
2010-05-27
You win some and you loose some...
Lee DeWyze wins American Idol! I am so happy for him.
My battle was as triumphant though. I didn't get in UP Manila....I can't believe it but I have too. I have to get over it.
I'm starting school next week already...and oh well.
I still want to pursue Medicine and I will. I hope.
I just need to think again....
kai-Out!
My battle was as triumphant though. I didn't get in UP Manila....I can't believe it but I have too. I have to get over it.
I'm starting school next week already...and oh well.
I still want to pursue Medicine and I will. I hope.
I just need to think again....
kai-Out!
2010-05-26
Well it's time to earn a living...
Had a major nose bleed yesterday night....just had to share. :)
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Spent 8 hours at work today based on the broadband network time log....man, the things I do just to earn money.
I really want to go and visit Thea again, I mean Tita Mayet was our batch's mom...she really was. Especially to Me, Den and Carla during the thesis days...to our section during the Techno business deal and to our whole class when Thea had her birthday party and graduation party before.
I promise I'll be going there this Saturday for the burial at 2.
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Tomorrow is the results of UP Manila...I'm scared. It's like I want to get it and at the same time I'm worried that I might fail in the most prestigious school there is. I mean it is supposedly the nation's best!
Well that is it for now. My sister is on our desktop computer while I am on my laptop. Wonder why she doesn't just use her laptop....I think it's main use is to watch movies on...
kai-Out!
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Spent 8 hours at work today based on the broadband network time log....man, the things I do just to earn money.
I really want to go and visit Thea again, I mean Tita Mayet was our batch's mom...she really was. Especially to Me, Den and Carla during the thesis days...to our section during the Techno business deal and to our whole class when Thea had her birthday party and graduation party before.
I promise I'll be going there this Saturday for the burial at 2.
**
Tomorrow is the results of UP Manila...I'm scared. It's like I want to get it and at the same time I'm worried that I might fail in the most prestigious school there is. I mean it is supposedly the nation's best!
Well that is it for now. My sister is on our desktop computer while I am on my laptop. Wonder why she doesn't just use her laptop....I think it's main use is to watch movies on...
kai-Out!
2010-05-25
When somethings sparks it, there's no predicting it.
I've gone addicted again to a new television show. It is called Criminal Minds and I've never thought that this show as actually so good. I love it so much already.
Another show is Burn Notice and oh well. I can't take both of them out of my head.
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Cloud Seeding and it rained hard today.
Got home at around 12 and well that is about it.
Heard that the burial might be on Saturday and I am going...
kai-Out!
Another show is Burn Notice and oh well. I can't take both of them out of my head.
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Cloud Seeding and it rained hard today.
Got home at around 12 and well that is about it.
Heard that the burial might be on Saturday and I am going...
kai-Out!
2010-05-24
Life is something...
My friend's mom passed away this morning due to cancer.
Ironically it is also one of my friend's birthday...
You know, I'm feeling a little guilty here. I mean, I gave my friend hope that her mom would not die before her 18th birthday or before she gets married or before she graduates college...I mean all those things. Every time Tita Mayet got sick, I always told her that nothing bad was going to happen.
Was I wrong?
I mean I was so young when everything that happened to my brother took place. (My brother passed away 9 years ago due to bone cancer.) Should I not have given my friend hope that her mom was going to live a long life with them?
I just feel a little....
I have to go, I'm going to the wake with my parents and and friends.
kai-Out.
Ironically it is also one of my friend's birthday...
You know, I'm feeling a little guilty here. I mean, I gave my friend hope that her mom would not die before her 18th birthday or before she gets married or before she graduates college...I mean all those things. Every time Tita Mayet got sick, I always told her that nothing bad was going to happen.
Was I wrong?
I mean I was so young when everything that happened to my brother took place. (My brother passed away 9 years ago due to bone cancer.) Should I not have given my friend hope that her mom was going to live a long life with them?
I just feel a little....
I have to go, I'm going to the wake with my parents and and friends.
kai-Out.
2010-05-23
It' s too late to even type...
It's late already.
My mom's birthday celebration is a tiring thing! Haha, oh well.
Write Promise tomorrow.
kai-Out!
My mom's birthday celebration is a tiring thing! Haha, oh well.
Write Promise tomorrow.
kai-Out!
2010-05-20
One week....I know.
I always do remember but I always forget to do it.
Oh well.
Today is the last day of work for the week, tomorrow is my mom's birthday and we plan to go to Tagaytay tomorrow for her celebration. All four us! Finally! Haha!
Last week we went to Clark and my mom found this small size coke in can and I so love it! It is about the size of my palm and it is so cute!
**
The things has been bothering me this week is what if I do get in UPM, how will I say good bye to my friends....
It's been bugging me so much that i sometimes have to remind myself you haven't really received confirmation that you've gotten in UP.
It's just how will I tell them. I mean they are my friends and all. I regret that day when I have to tell them, I mean they will figure it out when I don't come to classes on the 31st. Text and messages in FB are already certain.
**
I'm getting addicted to the net again and other thing that I want to forget, I mean it can never really happen but maybe there is still a little shimmer of hope inside me that he is my ninong...oh well.
Pretty much a boring week. Oh yeah! I finally have a working TV in my room, my previous TV didn't have any picture but had sounds. Now all I can see is the color red but at least i can see pictures!
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TV date was cool! Haha, Cam let's do that with the finale of CSI: NY and let's watch HOUSE finale also!
The episode of CSI: NY was so epic I was shouting Gary Sinise's character's name all throughout the episode. Good thing someone was watching with me.
kai-Out!
Oh well.
Today is the last day of work for the week, tomorrow is my mom's birthday and we plan to go to Tagaytay tomorrow for her celebration. All four us! Finally! Haha!
Last week we went to Clark and my mom found this small size coke in can and I so love it! It is about the size of my palm and it is so cute!
**
The things has been bothering me this week is what if I do get in UPM, how will I say good bye to my friends....
It's been bugging me so much that i sometimes have to remind myself you haven't really received confirmation that you've gotten in UP.
It's just how will I tell them. I mean they are my friends and all. I regret that day when I have to tell them, I mean they will figure it out when I don't come to classes on the 31st. Text and messages in FB are already certain.
**
I'm getting addicted to the net again and other thing that I want to forget, I mean it can never really happen but maybe there is still a little shimmer of hope inside me that he is my ninong...oh well.
Pretty much a boring week. Oh yeah! I finally have a working TV in my room, my previous TV didn't have any picture but had sounds. Now all I can see is the color red but at least i can see pictures!
**
TV date was cool! Haha, Cam let's do that with the finale of CSI: NY and let's watch HOUSE finale also!
The episode of CSI: NY was so epic I was shouting Gary Sinise's character's name all throughout the episode. Good thing someone was watching with me.
kai-Out!
2010-05-13
Maybe the Filipinos are changing....
Maybe! I did say "maybe"...I do not want to say in 2 or 3 years "I told you so!"
Last Monday was the first ever automated elections, and here is what I have to say to people who criticize the COMELEC. Everything that is for the first time is bound to have some complications, that is why it is the first time. It is why so that you could improve it for the second time.
To Villar, Gibo and Gordon; thank you for swallowing your pride and rightfully seeing that the majority of the Filipino people have voted out of their sentiments.
To De Los Reyes: you really are an idiot! You can't concede, threaten his upcoming administration then take back your actions! You Sir, are an idiot!
**
Ok, so basically those were rants. But please give me this! I mean, Erap is in 2nd place for the presidential race?! That is outrage people! How dumb are people this days?!
I haven't been blogging everyday now, have I?
I am truly sorry for that, it is though my loss not you dear readers.
Life is just been too complicated for me, with all these things like Election, work and transferring schools if I do get in. It is high time that I have my much needed "ME" time.
I do hope I get it soon because I feel I need to explode already. You know? I just need maybe about 10 hours of complete nothingness. Me and my mind contemplating on some stuff. Oh well.
I promise I will write again everyday. I mean my statistics for May is lagging behind and that can't be!
kai-Out! Trash Talker is Here Man!
Last Monday was the first ever automated elections, and here is what I have to say to people who criticize the COMELEC. Everything that is for the first time is bound to have some complications, that is why it is the first time. It is why so that you could improve it for the second time.
To Villar, Gibo and Gordon; thank you for swallowing your pride and rightfully seeing that the majority of the Filipino people have voted out of their sentiments.
To De Los Reyes: you really are an idiot! You can't concede, threaten his upcoming administration then take back your actions! You Sir, are an idiot!
**
Ok, so basically those were rants. But please give me this! I mean, Erap is in 2nd place for the presidential race?! That is outrage people! How dumb are people this days?!
I haven't been blogging everyday now, have I?
I am truly sorry for that, it is though my loss not you dear readers.
Life is just been too complicated for me, with all these things like Election, work and transferring schools if I do get in. It is high time that I have my much needed "ME" time.
I do hope I get it soon because I feel I need to explode already. You know? I just need maybe about 10 hours of complete nothingness. Me and my mind contemplating on some stuff. Oh well.
I promise I will write again everyday. I mean my statistics for May is lagging behind and that can't be!
kai-Out! Trash Talker is Here Man!
2010-05-05
Fifth day of the fifth month.
Isn't really all that great of a day...a grandmother...well a relative of mine passed away at 3 pm today.
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On a lighter not "You've Got Mail" is showing on HBO so I'm watching that.
Pretty hot but it did rain today...so all's well.
kai-Out!
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On a lighter not "You've Got Mail" is showing on HBO so I'm watching that.
Pretty hot but it did rain today...so all's well.
kai-Out!
2010-05-03
Vacation...did nothing...hot
Holiday to celebrate Labor Day...did absolutely nothing.
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Nong, greeted a High School teacher of mine a Happy birthday on TV. Haha, paano niya kaya kilala yun.
Watched the movie "Michael" about an angel who came down to Earth to help two people fall in love. Haha, God is so sweet.
Oh well time to slump back to reality and work tomorrow. Oh joy!
kai-Out!
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Nong, greeted a High School teacher of mine a Happy birthday on TV. Haha, paano niya kaya kilala yun.
Watched the movie "Michael" about an angel who came down to Earth to help two people fall in love. Haha, God is so sweet.
Oh well time to slump back to reality and work tomorrow. Oh joy!
kai-Out!
