Writing early...

Had a depressed episode today and I think it will go on for a long time...

It's like I hate everything in my life right now....my school, my job, my course, my life.

I just have to get through this episode and I think I'm going to be fine.

The motion of killing myself has presented itself but I am smart not to pursue it. I just have to look for a new way, a new process.

I will get through it but I recognize what state I am in right now.

Man, watching to many Criminal Minds and CSI's and HOUSE has really worked me up good.

Going to watch a movie later with my parents at Rockwell and since it is pay day today...might as well use some it to buy something good.

kai-Out!